Here I am, Now!

Far and  to the last

Away from what was deserved

To be taken from the past

Here I am, now!

Stolen moments from the home of time

Those were found then

Wet in your eyes

Don’t run away from what was left behind

Feel me alive in your mind

Pieces of the broken mirror

You see in them all

An unknown past of yours

Will bleed your heart

See me then

Here I am,

Now!

And don’t you run away as

Reflected the truth and heal you

Don’t burry yourself in wait of me

Soon the dark night will be white

But silence will be there forever

In my words and

Here I am

Now!

Breath the poison and taste the pain

Lost then will you be, back into pieces again.

Find me in your eyes, the picture of me

Will be there forever, just as serenity,

And question you the future,

About the lost and erased moments of

You and me

Die for the answers

And see then,

Here I am

Now!

With out me

 The silence of decay

Conflicting in my memories

Your voices came through the time

And painted blood on my dreams

Its true

Without me

And

With you!

Conditioning of space by space

And chaos of words by words

Fallen in the darkness

When burning alone in your eyes

So many ways

Came across your strangles lies….

Let me die to get a new life me

Here without me

And

With you

And the night will go on

As the stars will survive

And will shine the color of

Without me

And with you!

 

Blinded Fate

Look!
Oh Blinded fate!
What have you brought for me?
At the inception of my fall,
For the carnival of soul.
The impurity of my thoughts
And the guilt I never deserved!
Sometimes I look into your eyes,
My truth is buried under your lies.
So hard to say that I'll breath again.
Impossible to think that my soul survives!

Stains of Solitude

. . . . . .
And wait here for chance to be the last. . . . .
In a shade of hate 
Between you and me.
Me and you.
Look, ours here everything.
Belonging to the eternal.
My life and your breath 
When are taken.
Neither you fight
Nor is remaining my life.
But, wait here.
Call up your inside.
Out the shade of hate
I too will color it.
Not color of blood.
But
Stain of solitude. . . . .

Happy birthday

Hopeless and breathless.
Left here, I'm here.
Liberty of my soul could not be more.
A thousand lies,
A hundred days.
Go, go.
I'm here. 
Its your day.
Happy B'day.
Lifeless, though lying.
Tears I wont shed.
No, they're in my eyes.
Getting harder to think,
One day, I was held.
And you said, " I wont let you go!"
Today no more pain.
You walk, you go.
Let me die.
Heaven doesn't her me.
Let me be to the dark way.
You enjoy your day.
Happy birthday.
As long as I lived.
I know, I pretend,
Its not in the moments I captured.
Oh my serenity! Come
I'll my breath to sing it one last time.
Don't cry. And I won't
Its my doom's day.
Just waited to wish you.
So I survived.
Happy birthday.
Happy birthday.
Blow out the candles
Burn out the light
So, will I close my eyes.
My last words.
I say
Happy b'day. . . .

Story of A Dead Heart

One night. . . 
Shining stars. . . . 
Bright moon. . . . 
Sleeping world. . . 
And one dead heart. . . 
Walking to the grave. . . 
Grave of it's body. . . 
Came out to see. . . 
That heart which has hurt it. . . 
The pictures are fading away. 
And your memories are broken apart, 
Got no blood 
Though I'm a heart. 
Hard to imagine, 
I used to throb, beat. 
Now got alone, 
dwelling in dead's street. 
See my soul has fallen dead 
Now, I'll sleep forever 
Defending your sick lies 
Which I proved those 
Shapeless truth. 
Cry, cry, shed the tears. 
Gone, gone. . 
Lying lifeless, bloodless, torn up so hard 
Though I was a heart. 
To heart to be hurt. 
So unusual, the murder of me. 
And then thoughts 
Got buried in scars of time. 
That's eternal, following behind my shadow. 
Showed the light, shallow hole and dark again. 
My sense and the pain. 
But I'll be here, 
Lying dusty. 
Will be eaten up by maggots 
And will be some dust. 
But still. . . 
I'll keep you alive, 
Though I'm a dead heart!

the end

Oh hallow sky,
thy hast fall out,
breaking silence,
burning clouds,
and bullets rain drops.
Bleed me.
See my scars.
Those open wounds
cry in pain,
rain's pouring salt.
Oh shallow breath.
Doest halt.
May my fall come,
on your way to get the end. . . .