Here I am, Now!

Far and  to the last

Away from what was deserved

To be taken from the past

Here I am, now!

Stolen moments from the home of time

Those were found then

Wet in your eyes

Don’t run away from what was left behind

Feel me alive in your mind

Pieces of the broken mirror

You see in them all

An unknown past of yours

Will bleed your heart

See me then

Here I am,

Now!

And don’t you run away as

Reflected the truth and heal you

Don’t burry yourself in wait of me

Soon the dark night will be white

But silence will be there forever

In my words and

Here I am

Now!

Breath the poison and taste the pain

Lost then will you be, back into pieces again.

Find me in your eyes, the picture of me

Will be there forever, just as serenity,

And question you the future,

About the lost and erased moments of

You and me

Die for the answers

And see then,

Here I am

Now!

With out me

 The silence of decay

Conflicting in my memories

Your voices came through the time

And painted blood on my dreams

Its true

Without me

And

With you!

Conditioning of space by space

And chaos of words by words

Fallen in the darkness

When burning alone in your eyes

So many ways

Came across your strangles lies….

Let me die to get a new life me

Here without me

And

With you

And the night will go on

As the stars will survive

And will shine the color of

Without me

And with you!

 

Blinded Fate

Look!
Oh Blinded fate!
What have you brought for me?
At the inception of my fall,
For the carnival of soul.
The impurity of my thoughts
And the guilt I never deserved!
Sometimes I look into your eyes,
My truth is buried under your lies.
So hard to say that I'll breath again.
Impossible to think that my soul survives!

Stains of Solitude

. . . . . .
And wait here for chance to be the last. . . . .
In a shade of hate 
Between you and me.
Me and you.
Look, ours here everything.
Belonging to the eternal.
My life and your breath 
When are taken.
Neither you fight
Nor is remaining my life.
But, wait here.
Call up your inside.
Out the shade of hate
I too will color it.
Not color of blood.
But
Stain of solitude. . . . .

Happy birthday

Hopeless and breathless.
Left here, I'm here.
Liberty of my soul could not be more.
A thousand lies,
A hundred days.
Go, go.
I'm here. 
Its your day.
Happy B'day.
Lifeless, though lying.
Tears I wont shed.
No, they're in my eyes.
Getting harder to think,
One day, I was held.
And you said, " I wont let you go!"
Today no more pain.
You walk, you go.
Let me die.
Heaven doesn't her me.
Let me be to the dark way.
You enjoy your day.
Happy birthday.
As long as I lived.
I know, I pretend,
Its not in the moments I captured.
Oh my serenity! Come
I'll my breath to sing it one last time.
Don't cry. And I won't
Its my doom's day.
Just waited to wish you.
So I survived.
Happy birthday.
Happy birthday.
Blow out the candles
Burn out the light
So, will I close my eyes.
My last words.
I say
Happy b'day. . . .

Story of A Dead Heart

One night. . . 
Shining stars. . . . 
Bright moon. . . . 
Sleeping world. . . 
And one dead heart. . . 
Walking to the grave. . . 
Grave of it's body. . . 
Came out to see. . . 
That heart which has hurt it. . . 
The pictures are fading away. 
And your memories are broken apart, 
Got no blood 
Though I'm a heart. 
Hard to imagine, 
I used to throb, beat. 
Now got alone, 
dwelling in dead's street. 
See my soul has fallen dead 
Now, I'll sleep forever 
Defending your sick lies 
Which I proved those 
Shapeless truth. 
Cry, cry, shed the tears. 
Gone, gone. . 
Lying lifeless, bloodless, torn up so hard 
Though I was a heart. 
To heart to be hurt. 
So unusual, the murder of me. 
And then thoughts 
Got buried in scars of time. 
That's eternal, following behind my shadow. 
Showed the light, shallow hole and dark again. 
My sense and the pain. 
But I'll be here, 
Lying dusty. 
Will be eaten up by maggots 
And will be some dust. 
But still. . . 
I'll keep you alive, 
Though I'm a dead heart!

the end

Oh hallow sky,
thy hast fall out,
breaking silence,
burning clouds,
and bullets rain drops.
Bleed me.
See my scars.
Those open wounds
cry in pain,
rain's pouring salt.
Oh shallow breath.
Doest halt.
May my fall come,
on your way to get the end. . . .

Mocking Birds

The deep lovely silence 
Of your those unspoken words, 
For me, unusually 
Like a prison in the hell 
Light up my darkness 
And shadows in the dreams. 
Followed so many times unintentionally. 
Dancing stars with the shining glory. 
Sit here with me, 
I'm telling my story. 
Love's hidden in those unspoken words. 
In my dreams 
I heard 
Last night 
Song of mocking birds. . . 

When Its Dark

I'd give you the stars. 
But enjoy when its dark. 
For you! 
I'm not a shadow fallen, 
Shallow dream with filthy rotten, 
Finally hell, when waiting to come, 
and then my devil will smother your sun. 
Can't skip a beat, but its your scared heart 
Fear the joy when its dark. . . 

Inception of My Fall

Oh! Shall my fall be?

Broken down.

It’s a call.

They’re calling me,

To take me away,

Away and far away.

How far could I know.

To the intensity of your truth,

When I am not I

Any more.

When soul,

My soul is defending,

Blending in your color.

Oh! Shall the angles be?

My mighty escort.

To lead me to the heaven,

To an endless away,

Carrying a body, weathered,

Dead and molded in clay.

The journey of life,

From smile to wrath,

And from insecure soul,

From inception of the death.

Here to be finished,

The journey of my life.

Here’s to be finished,

Struggle of a tired one,

And,

It’s a call,

To call me out.

For the final,

Inception of my fall. 

Escape

Today, escaped the colorless shadow, 
From the fear of an, 
Unknown tomorrow. 
Finding way of the faith 
Surviving in dready sorrow! 
To the moment, 
Look back. 
Here's a way. 
It's truth! 
It's not like you 
A dead hollow. 
Today, smiled the shadow, 
With scars of its tomorrow. 
With a harsh touch of ongoing time. 
When to whine? 
When to shine? 
Today, escape! 
Escape from an unknown dilemma! 
Tomorrow's a chaos. 
When choices are made 
Eternally 
For living and not loving 
But, what lies beneath shadow? 
Don't know 
Never has it told. 
Bury the memory under the fold 
Of eternal time. 
Tomorrow is another cage. 
Only today is an escape.

The Dark Poetry

Dark is the night, 

And, 

Dark is the day. 

Dark are the words, 

I hear and say. 

Dark are the people, 

And 

Dark are their faces. 

Darkness has been surrounded, 

In the endless spaces. 

Dark is the world, 

Which I speak. 

Dark is their brain, 

So do they treat. 

Dark are the feelings, 

That live inside me. 

And 

Dark are the dreams, 

Which I always see. 

Dark is the blood, 

Rushing through my veins. 

Dark are the drops, 

Falling in the rain. 

And 

So endless the darkness is, 

To free myself from devil’s evil! 

Dead Again

This desolate heart 

Paining from the rigging hurt. 

Desperately falling down 

Like a broken wing 

Of a beautiful bird 

Singing melody 

Oh! My heart 

Oh! My heart 

Listen to me by hard 

Alone cry growing 

Alone for being numb 

Oh! My love 

Come and hold me 

I am watching through 

All my life 

Oh! My heart 

For a moment I was alive 

Breathing down to my knees 

But you left again 

Falling me in bleeding pain 

Here I am left alone 

Now 

I am dead again. 

Carnival of Soul

I am tired again 

Sitting in a silence 

On the pyre of my thoughts 

Burning down deep inside 

Holding my heart out of it all 

It’s a funeral 

A funeral of my soul 

And I welcome 

You come with all you all 

I am here 

Back to my cause 

Paralytic from my skin 

Pain 

I don’t feel any more 

Because 

I am dead again 

It’s a carnival 

Carnival of my fault 

You come with your all 

I had sold out 

My trust for you 

But was then hurt 

I dreamed 

But never see for 

Truth’s blind fake so close 

Right her one more moment is left behind 

So cunning your eyes are 

That’s made me blind 

Welcomed you are 

On my doom’s day 

Its me fate’s say 

Bleed me apart 

Give me endless scar 

Tear up my heart 

I am not me anymore 

Not at all 

It’s the funeral 

It’s the carnival of my soul 

 

Faulted

Moments are gone when I'd realise my faults, 
Which have been taken for granted. 
Now the situations follow me everywhere, 
Followed now everywhere I'm, 
By my situations. 
Make me feel like always being haunted, 
Shedding off now all the poison, 
On your white skin. 
And still, 
I don't want to be left behind, 
As faulted. . .

To Murder Me.

Dark again with the shadow of hell,Sick and pain,Finally have gone to my in.And I know,Or may be don't but this time,Its not your truth,Because I am left here,Feeling the wounds to get healed.Go and take the breaths,Taken for granted I had,And borrowed the truth.It was for you!Go and snatch my soul.Dying and crying in your home,A suffocated one,And unknown ventilation.So the questions and answers to me,Have finally shorted out to be,Let the stars fall,But don't let it dark.Yesterday,I was not me,Today,You have come,To murder me