Carnival of Soul

I am tired again 

Sitting in a silence 

On the pyre of my thoughts 

Burning down deep inside 

Holding my heart out of it all 

It’s a funeral 

A funeral of my soul 

And I welcome 

You come with all you all 

I am here 

Back to my cause 

Paralytic from my skin 

Pain 

I don’t feel any more 

Because 

I am dead again 

It’s a carnival 

Carnival of my fault 

You come with your all 

I had sold out 

My trust for you 

But was then hurt 

I dreamed 

But never see for 

Truth’s blind fake so close 

Right her one more moment is left behind 

So cunning your eyes are 

That’s made me blind 

Welcomed you are 

On my doom’s day 

Its me fate’s say 

Bleed me apart 

Give me endless scar 

Tear up my heart 

I am not me anymore 

Not at all 

It’s the funeral 

It’s the carnival of my soul